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Suzie Gruber ’87 was standing in a chemistry<\/strong>\u00a0 lab at Princeton, missing her Harvey Mudd humanities and social sciences classes, wondering if she was doing the right thing.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was an overwhelming thought at the time, because I\u2019d been on this path since grade school,\u201d says Gruber, who graduated from Mudd with a chemistry degree and was seeking a graduate degree in the field. \u201cAt the time, I actually considered jumping into psychology [her minor field], because I just wasn\u2019t sure what I wanted.\u201d<\/p>\n

I absolutely love research. So when I found Somatic Experiencing and the NeuroAffective Relational Model, I knew I had found something really important.<\/p>\n

\u2013 SUZIE GRUBER \u201987<\/cite><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

But Gruber quelled the thought, went on to earn her master\u2019s degree in chemistry and landed a great job at a well-funded startup doing cutting-edge drug discovery research in a fast-paced, energetic environment. She went on to work in the biotech industry\u2014doing research, overseeing operations and then consulting\u2014for more than a decade. But when she got a look inside of \u201cbig pharma,\u201d that unsettled feeling returned. She decided it was time to do something that could affect people\u2019s lives in a more immediate way. Time for a career, she says, that \u201cfit the deeper me.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI love science. I absolutely love research. So when I found Somatic Experiencing and the NeuroAffective Relational Model, I knew I had found something really important,\u201d says Gruber. She returned to school and earned a master\u2019s degree in psychology, became a Somatic Experiencing practitioner and trained in the NeuroAffective Relational Model.<\/p>\n

Somatic Experiencing psychobiological trauma resolution is considered a potent method for resolving trauma symptoms and relieving chronic stress. The method, developed and applied by Dr. Peter A. Levine, involves a multidisciplinary study of stress physiology, psychology, ethology, biology, neuroscience, indigenous healing practices and medical biophysics.<\/p>\n

Gruber says that Levine developed Somatic Experiencing as a way for people to work through the fight-flight-freeze response in order to resolve trauma. \u201cWe\u2019re wired to survive. That is the body\u2019s first priority. So when we experience a life threat, we go into fight, flight or freeze. This reaction is meant to be a time-limited process so that when the threat goes away, we get up and we shake it off. But there are many, many reasons why that survival energy instead gets stored in the body, and it ends up looking like chronic muscle tension or stress, including post-traumatic stress disorder.\u201d<\/p>\n

Somatic Experiencing, along with Dr. Laurence Heller\u2019s NeuroAffective Relational Model (NARM), forms the basis of Gruber\u2019s private practice. NARM emphasizes self-regulation and working in the present moment, and Heller defines it as a \u201cresource-oriented, non-regressive model [that] emphasizes helping clients establish connection to the parts of self that are organized, coherent and functional.\u201d<\/p>\n

According to Gruber, \u201cBoth modalities help people resolve trauma. I decided to get trained in both because I believe in the underlying theory behind them and also because they helped me tremendously in resolving my own remaining imprints from my upbringing,\u201d says Gruber, an only child whose father suffered from mental illness. \u201cDr. Heller figured out that if we work with both the body and the belief around the importance of the relationships with our caregivers, we can unlock aliveness. The modality he created helps people feel confident and safe pursuing what they most love.\u201d<\/p>\n

Gruber\u2019s clients include individuals seeking healthier relationships or looking to advance in their careers. \u201cI help them look at what\u2019s in the way of them really experiencing their personal power and moving toward what they most want.\u201d<\/p>\n

In her small office in Sebastopol, California, or via Skype, Gruber helps clients explore their feelings and track any experiences they\u2019re having in their body, \u201cso it\u2019s not just ideas, because the body has a lot to say about what\u2019s going on.\u201d It\u2019s why she prefers not to have sessions by phone; face-to-face conversations help her track a client\u2019s body language, note subtle shifts in pulse, breathing and posture, and include any observations in discussions.<\/p>\n

\u201cThe most important piece here is that we\u2019re all physiologically wired to move toward aliveness. So I really encourage everyone to keep listening to that inner voice and trust that you can overcome any limitation you encounter and to find people who can help, because we\u2019re out there,\u201d Gruber says.<\/p>\n

Listening to her own inner voice ultimately helped Gruber find a fulfilling career. \u201cI\u2019ve had people ask me, \u2018You got a degree in chemistry, what are you doing?\u2019\u201d Gruber says. \u201cA Harvey Mudd education is so much bigger than that. It almost doesn\u2019t matter what you major in. For me the more important aspect to the education has to do with critical thinking and the ability to communicate and express. It\u2019s so clear to me how much I learned back then.\u201d<\/p>\n

She\u2019s now passing this knowledge, and what she\u2019s learned since, along to others. \u201cYou don\u2019t have to know what the outcome is going to look like or even the exact path. It\u2019s just one foot in front of the other and trusting that basic aliveness.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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